I know, lets adopt a Serial killer!!!

{man and women,sitting in their living room.  Discussing whether or not to adopt a 45 year old serial killer }   [women making suggestion to husband] ..... Lets see, with all that life is throwing at us, and all our struggles that just happen too cross into our path,  I know!.... "Lets adopt a serial killer!!...."That should make things a lot easier!   [husband, sitting there, just nodding his head,has hearing-aide turned off,].... "yes dear." " Yes dear".... Unbelievable what some will do.  I'm not criticizing this decision but, just wondering what would posses some one to do such a thing....money comes to mind first, then the word "christian" would more than likely pop up.   {Just a thought}

   Oh yeah, I'm thinking the husband is going to be in for a shock when he finally realizes to what he so easily agreed with.....Imagine that first meeting?...He has no clue his wife put all this in motion and one day after a hard days work, his wife says "get ready, we have to be at the prison before visiting hours are over".......he just looks at her and says "what!"..."Prison?"..."visiting?...."who",  "what the f...!"......[Ah-Ha moment]big one!.....Gotta be a special feeling, walking up to that 6 inch glass that separates you and have your new 'family member' say,,, "hi dad!"...WOW!, Well, one thing is kind of good about the relationship, and that is you know that they will never asked to borrow the car!......

High on Crack Street- Movie review

      From the start of this movie/documentary I automatically had a Turd "loaded in the intestinal chamber."   Many memories of the endless days and nights,  A slave to that shit...But, I was never a victim.  It was and is still a choice...I blame no one but myself.  I am currently starting a magazine called "CRACK'ED TODAY."  A magazine with a issue every 4 months.  Complete with photos and up and personnel stories of the men and women who actively chase the dragon.  Who knows, you could be one.  Not interviewed that is , but chasing the dragon!. Then this magazine might be for you.  The world of addiction would introduce the staff and have such in depth articles like:..The best looking "crack house" on it's specific street.  Of course a photo of the proud "owners" with a picture of them holding a extra large check for $5.75 the winnings for that period. This family seems to be winning all the time.   In fact, that's probably because they are the only family that doesn't smoke crack!   There is always a "Ying" to a "Yang", right?  So, we would also have a "worst yard" competition.  It's pay off is much bigger.  That's only because addiction is very, very expensive. And it's hard work keeping a yard in such a state of condition.  Broken down cars and engine parts have to be moved monthly or the city considers it abandoned, and has to be moved out.  At the owners expense!!  Crazy,huh?    So, you can see it can get kind of hectic towards the end of the month...I can consider this also a "Ah-Ha moment." [ topic of Ah-Ha blog], Watching addicts try to do something in a group other than 'copping" is a real "hobo moment."

    This magazine, well actually the movie review was supposed to be the topic, [remember?]. I'll get to that at the end.  So, Hows this for the first front page edition....."Crack Whores...The problem that just won't go away"... good ..huh?....Yeah I came up with that one, can't wait until I have to go out and "interview" a few of the lovely ladies...you know, just for professional purposes....for the Magazine...Well,   Every issue will have a "chefs corner"...probably won't be too fancy, kind of like a really "liberal cook show".  That's the best way to describe it. because, come on!  How many ways can you cook ramen noodles?..!! There will be a "special section" for other cooking, hmmmmm.....lets say "ideas"....yeah that will work. But we can't print that here. It's in some kind of code, and we can't break it.....

    There would be a "daily" prisoner log, so families can be updated on family members, in fact this takes up about 75 percent of the magazine...[ah- to be a journalist!....lol lol ....]  The health Section will cover such things as " how to remove small pieces of copper[choi] from the back of your throat.  In-depth articles like "how to melt,sharpen, and hone those 5 toothbrush's into one "SHIV"..oh wait!, that's wrong.This topic is in the "handy mans corner" sorry about that...okay. where were we.... Yeah,okay got it!...Health stuff.....another in depth article would cover the healing effect that urine has on small cuts on the hands and feet.  that's pretty convenient also, because that is about where all the urine I collect during the day goes.  hands or feet....hmmm maybe that's why I never had a hand infection...wow!,  "Obama care", at the street level...lol  

     I'm debating on whether or not to bring back the "roving reporter".  The last time. When he took the van and recording equipment, we didn't find the van for three days and thank the Lord the pawn shop didn't sell any of the equipment he pawned. So that's kind of up in the air...."CRACKED TODAY"...So, what do ya think?........This magazine Will be as successful as the neighbourhood allows it to be....just like with any news-paper,or country, The community,and the people, will dictate the what is good, and what is bad. One of the wonderful gifts that God allows us...The Power of choice!  The men and women in this Documentary. They made choices every day.  Just as I had done.  When I chose right I was happy, when I chose wrong, [and knew I was doing wrong], I was sad and unhappy...hmmm funny how that worked out..

       Ya know, we all have a road we've chosen/taken.  And we must continue forward. No matter what outside influences suggest!....This documentary was sad.  The people, the area, the town(not all) just  that life.  I know.  I have lived it.  This movie has been done before, and will play over numerous times everyday, in every corner of the world, but just with different "actors.  Who knows, maybe you know someone who is using, or you could be using yourself..It's a sad unhappy life when one goes this direction,...mine was...Maybe that is why I choose to 'satire" it with this blog.  I remember the life, the pain, the fading away into nothing,or so it seemed.....If you look at the photo in this blog.  Look at the beach, the sun rising, and the outline of me...now,...put yourself there, and if you have experienced addiction and have been to the places that this documentary took us. Then you will know exactly how it feels to fade away.   ......Let go, Let God.....amazing how "THAT" works.... S.B.E.